2/3

I got a new puppy! :)

We named her Ciara, she is a 2 1/2 month old pit-bull, I picked her up from the Humane Society on Friday. She is the sweetest dog ever! We haven't had any accidents in the house with her yet, she has gone to the door everytime. She is so smart... :)

This is Britain... She was our first rescue, She is about 1 1/2 year old. She is a handful, but I absolutely love her! We call her squirrel, because she reminds us of the dog from the movie "UP".

This is Ciara, she is the newest. Can you see her personality? :)

This is Hunter, the leader of the pack. (haha) He is 4 years old, such a good guy! Big brother to both of the other dogs, he was Mike's before. Don't tell Mike, but I think they all love me more. :P (Wishful thinking)

One of my New Years resolutions was to start volunteering more often, and making a difference in animals lives, instead of just talking the talk, because I really do love and care for all of the animals, just saying it, and adopting a dog when I can doesn't count, I was volunteering at the Humane Society for a while, but stopped that... Life got a little too busy, and now I am at "No More Homeless Pets". I have my first interview today with Maranda, to see if I can start there. I'm very excited!

That's all I really have to update on. Just the new additions to the family.

-jes

Sup g?

Life has been going... Just going...

I wish I had more excitement going on in my life, so I could update this more often... But I don't.

I figured out one of my new years resolutions, it's to not text and drive, I have the worst habit of that, and I always almost cause a wreck, or almost get into one when I do... I really need to cool it... As stupid or silly as it sounds, I just want to stop doing that.

My other one, is to start volunteering again, it will probably be at the Humane Society, or another organization that deals with homeless animals, I submitted my application to "No More Homeless Pets", I haven't heard a response yet... I'm beginning to think that they don't check their e-mail...

I figure, since I'm not allowed to have 4 dogs, I better just volunteer, and get my fix of animals everyday. It would really be a blessing to me. :)

That's about as exciting as my life is right now... When I figure something out more exciting. I will keep ya updated.

;*

jes

Allo

Been a while since I've been able to post, just last thing on my mind,and my computer went out, got a virus... of course it did, this time I was able to restore all of my music though. (Thank Heavens)

I had to buy a new laptop, spoiled myself a little bit in 2010. It does feel good. :) I don't always get a chance to do that, ya know? So this is definitely nice to be able to do.

Well... Mike & I adopted a black lab... She is so cute, her name is Britian... she is a female lab, about a year old, she was bred for small lab puppies, and then just dumped on the street. It's so sad, she was put in a foster home, and the lady still didn't take care of her.

I will have to post pics later. She's definitely an addition to the family.

Life is life, I've been feeling a little in-different the past few weeks, but I think that it will all dissappear shortly... I hope. Haha.

Unfortunately, due to the economy, my sisters husband lost his job, without notice or severence... It's like wtf?1 I feel so bad, they have 3 kids... And then a house, and all the additional bills... It doesn't make sense, they didn't deserve any of this... Not that anyone really does deserve anything, maybe God is just putting a lesson in front of them, ya know? Sometimes the biggest struggles, are always the brightest lights... I am hoping that is what this is...

I have nothing to post about right now, I haven't had anything that exciting go on in my life currently... sadly.

Til the next time!


xx
jes

Dreams?

Well... I've been thinking about a lot of things lately... One in specifically... What are my dreams? What have I always wanted to do?

It came to me... I have always wanted to save animals lives, I've always wanted to make a difference with animals, in their lives... And fix their pain...

I wish I had the funds to start my own animal rescue shelter... I would start one right now...that would be the single thing that makes me the most happiest.

As crazy as it sounds, I've always shared a greater bond/companionship with animals over humans themselves... I always need time apart, and alone from people... But never animals... Animals always hold my heart... Always...

Moved in with the bf... And fell in love with his dog, have for the past 8 months.... I've shared a really strong bond with that dog... Its just happened, like I was thinking about today... I think, just like humans, you share certain bonds... There are certain chemistries you have with certain people/animals.

For some unknown reason... I thought when I moved in, I'd be able to get a few more dogs... I have no idea where the thought came from... I really don't.... I guess I jumped to conclusions, and got my hopes really high. Cause I kind of got the shut down tonight. Stating no more animals...

Yeah, to you, and to most it isn't a big deal... But, I've always just wanted to come home to 4 dogs, waiting for me. Happy to see me...

I'll never have kids of my own, it just isn't going to happen, and I need to come to terms with that... So I think I feel like this is as close as I will get.

I suppose be done with the venting, I sound pathetic.

Jes


Xx
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

Short.

I had a really good New Years... Not one that I have ever had before, I'm usually highly intoxicated on that night, completely wasted off my ass, and just don't remember anything, either at a club, or a home party...

This year, I stayed in with my bf, and Sonia & Yella. Love those girls! I know that in 2010, crucial friendships will only further... The ones that aren't meant to be, won't....

Mike cooked a really nice dinner for us, with steak/chicken, salad, corn, and potatoes. With some Rosee' :)... like Nicki Minaj drinks/raps about! hahaha! It was a super chill night, we just watched the ball drop, and sipped on some nice wine/champage. Nothing too flashy...

We didn't even stay up late, til about 1, and then the girls went home, and we went to bed... I was kind of shocked that my New Years was spent like that... It was definitely nice...It really was.

Today is the 1st day, I had the day off, just took it to myself, and relaxed. Moved a few things out of my apartment, and into Mike's.... It's crazy that I am moving in here, after only dating about 7/8 months... I hope it's the right thing... I really do, I don't want this to damage the relationship, or inflict any damage to it... I'm nervous/excited...

I can finally say, I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life... I really believe in that statement, & I don't ever want it to change... I think 2009 was just a dull year, not bad, not good... I feel the 2010 energy, and it all feels so positive. It feels like it's going to be a good year... So here is to hoping that!

I hope everyone had a good night last night, and a safe time!

I wanna hear your new years resolutions! :) I will do a seperate post on mine when I figure them out... ha!

jes

xx

First & last of 2009...

Well... Since I used to blog, but stopped...

Tasha got me in the spirits of blogging again... :)

This will be my first & last post of 2009...

2009 has been a very bland year, except I've met lots of new people, and life has been completely different than I ever thought it would be... But, it just seems to have gone by so fast...

I never thought I would be in a relationship again... I swore off relationships two years ago, but... here I am. In a relationship again. And couldn't be happier actually... I feel like I've met the man of my dreams... If that doesn't sound stupid or cliche'. I truly feel like that.

I've lost best friends & gained new best friends... I've lost good people & gained better people.

I'm very ready for 2010 to be here...&  ready to see what this new year has in store for me, I am very excited for all the new things to come, I can only hope it's all good things. But I'm sure there will be a few trials & tribulations along the way.

Here is to a new year... Keeping the good people in my life, throwing out the bad, and just being happy!

-Jes